| day by day moving on, growing a little more and learning something new all the time |
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| there is only so much one person can take before they get to the point of feeling completely worthless. im sick of being lied to.... im sick of thinking that i even ever have a chance w/ someone w.o them wanting to have sex.... but whatever, what makes any guy any different? wait a second its me im talking about here....so of course, why would anyone want to actually talk to me....all i want to do now is get the hell up out of this state and move on
im pretty sure im not who u think i am and i guarentee u dont know me
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when ever somethin is going wrong y is it that other things seem to get worse too?
like today.... i got pulled over for doing a 46 in a 35........ and then the cop was like there is a warrent out for your arrest.... for a parking violation not paid off... i have never had a parking violation so i dont know what the hell is going on.... it was DUMB he was all like well there is a warrent out for ur arrest... but i am not going to arrest you... you should check on that one to see if u paid it off. now how are u going to tell someone that and then NOT arrest them? |
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| i have been talking to a bunch of people that i use to......theyre all different. but i guess i am to... i just hope the changes in me arent too bad. i dont know all i want to do at this point is meet a WHOLE bunch of new people..... new beginnings......that would be nice...... |
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| new years resolution.........................be my self and not get tied down |
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| Christmas YAY i really only got 2 things but they were both sooo worth it.

that pretty much sums it up for me and i am happy. |
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